Caring Carelessly

All the things I didn’t want you to know

You saw me so distant

So cold

In every hold

I was waiting for the let go

The hurt to unfold

I ran to have a place for the love to go

I lost pieces of me

Hoping how much I cared didn’t show

But, I knew you would only find what I told

And I can never say much simple

And you can’t be complicated

Together we are too jagged

 Separate cuts

I’m weaken by your strength

You dominate no purpose or intent

If only we stayed forgotten

My heart wouldn’t be mockery

How easy you seek me

  How easy you forget me

Hardly have you gotten me

I flow for the rhythm

Live acapella

No recorded deal

I get inspiration to voice what I feel

Gratification upon my satisfaction

How you amuse

Who forgot to show you attention?

On the one thing I can spare—moments

I wanted you to own it

Sign your perception on the line of reality

I wanted to be nasty

I wanted to be mean

But, I always keep my conscious clean

And I already pretended to be trashy

I wanted random pieces of your time

To create rhythm on times rhyme

Cherished memories

 Not molded to my mind

I already know that you’re not my kind

My troubles were never yours to find

Or the happiness that is always shortly behind

My feelings are not under my control

I can’t forbid them to show

A part of me you helped to grow

I care for you carelessly

And I want to share that with you fearlessly

To coward to thoughts would be a tragedy  

You are a big deal that I want to feel

My Dark Sky

Belonging to the illumination of the moon

you were a diamond that shined

bright in my dark sky

the piece of coal

you shouldn't know

A star that glittered against my nothingness

like the shatter of broken glass

you reflected off the pieces of me

reflecting my dreams

how did you find a way into my reality

your sentiment alluded me

The magical atmosphere

your were a magician to my illusion

I must of cut your vision

deceiving my image

you saw blurry

Shining light

with honest lies

in my truth you lied

hoping I would find

a place to be alright

your glow hid me

I couldn't be the dim of you

Without being the depth of you

You knew what I couldn't do

I could never belong against you

I'm the blackness beneath you

Moments

Captive of honesty

Lifestyle of modesty

Can't lie to despite thee

Feelings sing

Voices ring

But emotions paint the skin

Circle the eyes the deepest gems

Vision comprehends

Mystery understands

Moments never end or begin

The Common Humanity

Welcome flesh!

Birth of requirement: you must die

The common humanity

Human's begin with endings,

The middle waits to be chosen.

People decide the medium;

time's only promise to you.

Youthful blindness,

discovered in the purest energy.

Wished upon parental guidance,

but your village may be your only guarantee.

The novelty of body,

married to breath;

committed to death

Life's celebration of you.

The art of behavior,

covered in personality;

laying beneath—the soul's story.

Chapters of accessories,

I browse the eyes of every novel I see.

So many visions paint one scene.

Belief is the hyphenation to fiction.

Sophisticated Sass

The danger of ego's play

Warned in jesters

and in hinted in words...

What do you say?

A tangible representation

a tool of your imagination

toying with occasions

A person is only as interesting as you.

You fill their words with wonder

and give their actions thunder,

This is how a woman knows you love her.

That's the majority,

there's always an exception to the rule.

How easily physical beauty fools.

Creating a different class—the rarest clash.

The power of inner peace

A magnet of impulses attract

To the woman who is sophisticated sass.

What is Said in Silence

Guarding matters

A regardless matter

What is said in silence,

behind the chaos and chatter?

The senses of intuition’s wit,

rightly protected by fears.

Shake the days clear.

Mix intentions into fits,

Sizzle around the fizz

Give explosions

Keep close calmness

Create self-worse for self-worth

Chain the inner curse

The spell of outer possession’s

Cast life the cause of this

Entertain the unknown by what yesterday knew

Make assumptions before you expect clues

And be surprised when daily you turn blue

This is how to find what I found

Doesn’t seem deep or too profound…

But it was exactly that,

My mental break down.

Shall I suggest you go crazy?

Am I suggesting you go crazy?

Maybe.

If that is what it takes.

The moments that question, “what is left?”

There you stand above the mess

Some may call it a test, I call it openness

The bratty tantrum stormed of self-witness

Revived by the shower of blessing

Share your light

Isolation is one all alone;
acting out sheltering my beliefs
Here I sit as you knew you'd find me
crazed by fear speaking doubts
I feel all I prayed, fought and sought
My feelings are purely more intelligent than my thoughts
Reason, Purpose, everlasting plan you keep up to whirl and whined around me
But here I am; I just stop
Take my soul as my spirtual essence
Take my mind as a misguided direction
Take my body as worn by experience
Take my energy as dull lacking light
Share your spirtuality
Share your wisdom
Share your health
Share your light